No, it isn't a failed attempt at Hari Kari although yesterday was heading in that direction.
Having taken heavy sedation last night and just about managing to suss out what was going on in 'Torchwood' before the hypnosis set in....slept long time and for first time in a few weeks didn't wake up in cronic stress state.
Postman woke me up, around 8.00 am ish, with a parcel :>)
Friend (relatively new..no less special)sent me a box of crafty stuff. I was expecting a few bits and pieces, which would have still been much appreciated but it was like 5 or 6 of my usual craft orders in one.
Spent an excited half hour rummaging through and have got things I have never come across before and loads to experiment with.
Thinking I might go a bit manic...I could sense it...did some housy stuff, had a bath and went to local shops for nicotine and chocolate...THEN started to empty box in front room. There are bits everywhere. Some are sorted so cards are with pictures and embellishments. There is a large choice of backing papers..pending new ideas and more decoupage than I could dedicate a whole week to. I don't believe in heaven but this is a comfy, here and now, alternative for me.
So I am going to head back to the front room.....to play.
Today's video has to be this one:
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hi darling
ReplyDeleteso glad for you that someone was able to help you ib such a good way. BITS AND PIECES so apt.
I do think of you a lot but feel so inadequate about posting whrn all I can do is send you hugs/ don'hesitate to let me know if you would like me to ring for a chat.
lots of love
margaret
Hi Margaret
ReplyDeleteDon't worry about posting or not posting.
I know what it is like to feel inadequate when other people are suffering. There is only so much any one person can do to help another.
I am lucky that people..quite a few of whom I have met via the internet... have become good friends and shown me kindness and care (often in my darkest hours).
At the moment, I am to be found amidst the bits and pieces...putting them together which is quite symbolic in its own way.
Am comforting myself in solitude. Actually watching the Michael Jackson memorial show, which is very touching for me. I haven't got some big sulk on is just I need to have some calm...for me. Quite selfish but it is what I need right now.
Will send a private email and soon we will chat.
Love to you too
xx